Sunday, April 30, 2006
Saturday noon decide to meet darling at JP to go his house. (on the way can go buy ice blend drink.) Darling laughed at my silliness. make me so paiseh (embarrassed).
I was dressed to party. (DXO remember?)
mini skirt & heels.
After lunch, I slept at darling's house.
Sleep like pig until around 7?
Head was starting to pound.
Had dinner at his place. (he asked his mum to buy crab for me..)
I couldn't sallow, at one point I choke on my food. -.-
Yes I did drink a lot of plain water to get the food down..
Rushed darling to go out. Wanted to go esplanade, but the bloody weather was making me damn sick nor. Went cine to look for gift (darling's friend's house warming). & guess who we saw?
Mr Luke. He was going to DXO. & I was supposed to see him there. :p
Cine was getting so crowed and I couldn't stand it so went to Heeren. (more peaceful cause every store closing le). Walked around but couldn't find anything I wanna buy so went to take neoprints. I think I'm really super sick. Look at my face.. pale like ghost loh. :(
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Actually, not really.
I like girls since primary school?
I was kinda involved with a girl when I was somewhere around 9.
She's a pretty girl, big eyes, sweet lips and nice long hair.. (:
I know many people would be like grossed out.
Nobody knows cause in society's eyes, girls loving girls it's just so wrong.
As I type this, I'm troubled.
Not sure if people would shun me when school starts.
I look like any normal girl with a sweet boyfriend.
so I can understand if some people closer to me might find it hard to accept.
but I can't help it.
It's not like I can choose.. as in.. *argh*
Who doesn't like pretty stuffs?
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
I love girls too. Self proclaim Bi.
Hey hey.. I only like certain types of girls.. Like Jo & Lina.
If I'm not wrong it's the only time I admit that I like girls (romantic/sexual way) thru my blog.
All these while, I never dare to blog more.. cause I'm afraid that my friends would freak out & avoid me :(
After reading this : http://colinandkero.blogspot.com/ (2 cute brave guys.)
I decide to touch on this topic again..
It's really really hard to tell others that you like people of the same gender. really hard. I don't know if any of my friends can accept this. I know darling Mike is alright with it. Cause he knows that's the way I am. but how about my current group of friends? Can they accept the fact that I love girls as much (sometimes even more than) guys?
-might be continued-
Monday, April 24, 2006
I AM MAD.
Darling bought this for me. :)
The clothes I bought for myself arrived. I'm so happy. :)
btw, anyone wants to go ILLUSION @ DXO on 29th april?
11PM - 1AM = 1 FOR 1
TEQUILLA SHOTS @ $5...
Tix at $18.
I want to go. Anyone wanna go?
Sunday, April 23, 2006
I spent 14hours watching korean drama!!!
Mike bought the VCD for me. Twice. lolz. Coz his family attacked the first set, so he bought another one for me. :)
Darling says I'm like the girl. Doesn't have dreams, doesn't like to study, 18岁的小太妹.
It's showing on Channel u on Monday & Tuesday nights. Sensitive people, rmb ur tissue box. ;)
I recieved my lot of nail polish. :) Will take photo of them one day. ;)
my first pointed shoe. ;)
This is me (hp's camera),with the vitamin powder. :)
Friday, April 21, 2006
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Darling purchased this ^^ for me. :)
I wanted quite badly to try it out.
Coz it's a skincare powder which helps to diminish spots and acne scars, creating a fair, luminous complexion!!! that's what's printed on the box and adverts anyway..
There is one thing that I am satisfied with... the fact that I'm pretty fair naturally.
So my main concern is >>> my terrible skin! Spots and scars.. and uneven skin tone..
When I opened it, I prayed I made the right choice begging darling to buy it for me.
I've been using it for the past couple noons & nights.
Since it's still early, I wouldn't say it works wonders for me.
But currently I do feel pretty good with it.
Maybe it's physiological.
Got to wait a few more days.. ;)
Monday, April 17, 2006
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Saturday, April 15, 2006
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Friday, April 14, 2006
I'm fine with the war at home.
Even if they really sign the papers, I think I can handle it.
but the real casualties?
3 young kids who have not even complete primary school. (pri 3,4,5)
By the way, their attitudes are getting worse each day.
There isn't a day I dun have to scream at them.
I know these family problems shouldn't be up here at all.
but I just can't take it anymore.
before you shoot your mouth off and say you want to sign the papers or you don't care about the family already.
Please think for your kids.
What will they think? How will they feel? How will people look at your kid? How will your kid feel?
You're robbing your child/children of his/her/their need of a family.
Each one take a step back is it so difficult?
Compromise. That hard?
Sometimes I feel that adults are too inflexible for their own good.
and their selfishness is incredibly annoying.
Which is why I feel I would make a terrible mum.
Yeah. this is a ramble post.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Friday, April 7, 2006
Architectural Photographer Award (Subcategory) are open to Singapore citizens and Permanent Residents residing in Singapore, aged between 13 and 25 as at 2006.
Awards & Prizes
Main category – Singapore Young Photographer Award (SYPA)
SYPA winner - $5,000 cash prize
5 Consolation Prize winners - $500 cash each
All winners are also entitled to free photography enrichment programmes
Subcategory – CDL Young Architectural Photographer Award (CDL YAPA)
CDL YAPA winner - $2,500 cash prize
3 Consolation Prize winners - $500 cash each
RULES and REGULATIONS
Tuesday, April 4, 2006
oh.. and Good Luck.
A couple of days in that empty house has made me dumb.
Honestly it's only been a few days without the comp, and I'm acting all strange.
Good thing that darling's family are realy nice people. heh.
I've been at his house since this afternoon. playing comp, reading my emails, playing a bit of PangYa & Maple. woo.. and dinner and Durian too. :p
nope, darling is not in the house with me. He is working.. BLEAH~
tomorrow is going to be the same thing. I'll come over for lunch and play all I want.
Anyway, i'll be goign off soon. mike's bro commign home soon. he's goign to take over the comp and i'll have to go back to that house.. haiz...
well, if i have the time, i'll updates again.. :)
see yah. ~~
P.S: Photos will be updated when i get my room back. :)