High School Musical's What I've been looking for

It's hard to believe
That I couldn't see
You were always there beside me

Thought I was alone
With no one to hold
You were always right beside me

This feeling's like no other
I want you to know

I've never had someone that knows me like you do
The way you do
And I've never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before I finally found
What I've been looking for

Ohhhhhhh

Please donate maple items to me

Just lvl-ed. Fianlly lvl48.

by the way, I also accept meso (=

:p

oh.. and I accept cash too. =)

satisfaction.

Just now,
I finally balanced my balance sheet.
Super Happy.. hahas.

This morning, my baby was disturbing me.. shaking me. tickling me.
trying to wake me up...
When I finally woke up, we went harbour front to have breakfast.
Hotcake add egg. *add $1.00 leh..*
but yummy yummy lah. (:

Costing lesson was terrible for me.
I'm way behind lah...
Don't even mention Taxation lah.. I know nuts.. -.-'''
My costing teacher fall sick liao.. haiz..
bad weather. really bad weather..

more photos!!!

Just now after school, I went to Bishan Junction 8 to look for a handphone pouch..
The black one I have spoilt liao.. *sob sob*
Anyway, I was at Ice Lemon tea..
Found 1 pink pouch and want to buy it liao..
It's $3.90, sales assistant A ask me to get 2 more pouch so I can get 3 pouch at $10.
I'm quite broke and I only need 1 pouch so I insist on getting only 1 pouch.
A asked sales assistant B (whom I think has more experience) if I can purchase 1 handphone pouch only.
B then mention that there is another promotion going on. It's buy 1 get 1 free, but she's unsure if it means that the customer has to purchase 3 (since 3 for $10) to get another set of 3 pouch free. So B made a call to someone X to enquire about it. X then ask her to call someone Y.
Y told her that the buy 1 get 1 free promotion is for those who buy 1 pouch only. -.-'''
In the end I get to pick another pouch of the same price and I only have to pay $3.90.
hahas..

woots~


I got this eyelash curler from Watsons on Tuesday I think.. (:
$3.90


Background pic. (:


Sha xiao mei & me.


My SE K750i


If you know where to get this, let me know k.. (=


Picked out my clothes for tml, so I wouldn't spend too much time and make baby wait..
Probably movies for tomorrow. (=
Gonna put mask later.. wanna look pretty pretty for my baby. *winks*
well, that's all for now, I'll be back.. *tummy growls*

*skips to the kitchen...

sian sian sian sian sian

After eating maggie mee, I sit in front of my comp and sweat.

Just uploaded new stuffs to my auctions.. I really am super broke now..
Didn't dare to ask money from dad. My EZ-link card has only $2 in it?

My dad is still quite unstable. There is not a single night I don't have to worry.
Now I worry in the day too.
I've only been to school for 1 day since holidays end. Has. who cares right?
I thought so too.
Sha xiao Mei has been trying a little here and there to help me. but my mind just reject everything.
Tomorrow, I'm going to FORCE FEED my brain.

2 more days to me and baby's 2nd anniversary.
I haven gotten anything for him..
Too broke lah.
Aiya, I blog again after I bathe. I'm melting into a pool of sweat le.

Miss Universe 2006

While waiting for the doctor to see me...
Miss Universe 2006 was showing live on Channel 5.
Everyone in the clinic was watching.
I skipped the whole first part cause I find it uncomfortable staring at so many pretty girls.


When I was home:
I caught the last bits...
The top 5.



Guess who is my favourite...


Miss Japan!


She got best National Costume Award.
& came in 2nd place (1st runner up) overall.



Ms Thailand is also one of my favourite...
but she's not in the top 5...

Our very own Miss Singapore scare the hell out of me.

For one moment I thought she resembles with ru hua.. -.-"


Maybe it's just the makeup. -.-"

Friday & Sunday's photos

Thursday, my sha xiao mei taught me how to play pool... *grins*

Friday~

So close right??? hahahas..


me: look sick a not?


To save electricity... *sigh*


after pool had dinner with baby..


yum yum yum yum..
Total spent about $30-40 for 2 bowls of porridge and this side dish.



Sunday~

37.7 (low)


My phone purse.


In front of my screen....


moments ago.. 38.4 (high)


I'm so terrified of nights now.
My dad gets so damn depressed that makes me feel so helpless.
I don't dare to tell him that I'm afraid of him.
I'm feeling very stressed worrying for my dad and brothers.
Don't know how long I can take it before breaking down again... :(
I miss my mum too...
She's been uncontactable..
My temperatures been going up and down.
Body's aching.
I hate days like this when I'm feeling so helpless and sick.
Even typing is difficult.

Please help me.. someone..

http://www.valashoppe.com/

It's just started but I believe she can go further.


her designs..






:)

totally cool~

I will be strong. I must be strong.

Everyone have their own problems.

I have my problems.
and I'm sure my readers have their own sort of problems too.
Just felt like sharing some..

Very recently, I have so many problems and I felt like I'm tired of living.. Broke down and cry. Not those little tiny sobs that people often see. It's those really crazy kind. Thank God for giving me my boy to comfort me. I felt loads better after crying.

While I was away from home, my mum left the house. She might not come back anymore. My dad, on the other hand is so damn broken hearted that he cried every single night. Making himself drunk before he goes to sleep at 3-4am. Waking up at around 7 to go to work. I pity him. It's 20 years with my mum. 20 years!!!

Have you ever felt like no one appreciates you even when you've tried your best doing everything right? Every single idea is bad or stupid. When another person says the exact same words and that person is talented and great? I often felt that way. Maybe I really am that stupid and I do nothing right. or I'm really that "not trust-able".

Less than a week ago someone commented that I'm a "跟班", following people around and doing what they want me to do. No ideas of my own. Very sticky to people and very irritating. Questioning how could my friends stand me. I was very pissed and hurt. I wished I could disappear from earth. I never want to be like that. Which is why I tried to distance myself from people. From the start of school, I sit alone not willing to participate in groups and stuffs. I thought it's gonna be different when I join my group of sis. End up, I'm now like a wounded ugly fat chick sitting one corner. uglyfatchicks have feelings too my dear...

Every time I fall, I'm gonna stand up stronger. I know I will. I have to. I must.

I've been down with sore throat for the past 3 days. Yesterday night, adding on to my sore throat, I had runny nose and slight fever as friends. Now I'm having high fever, cough, sore throat and runny nose as best friends. They love me so much that they refused to leave me.. I'm so touched.. (-.-")

diaox..
I know this post like super the long lah.. so later I promise will have some photos. =)
Using my Sony Ericsson K750i take one leh.. hahas.
Sorry arh.. make you all read me whine and stuffs. leave your whining on the comments loh. :)

Bangkok Trip (photos)

No nice photos to update leh.. how?


The signage was at the entrance of our hotel for 4 days!!!



3 Hard Rock CAFE bears... we got them free...


The Most Interesting "Punishment"!!

Sure no smoke smell after the fine.
2,000 bath.. hahahas.


Me & Mike!!! :)

The rest of the photos either cannot make it cause they are too blur or the camera once spot my face, they automatically make me look like crap.. *sigh*


I'm facing some F&F problem, I would like to plead for all to be more tolerant and understanding towards me. TIA~
and I'm sorry if I look so dazed or cry for no reason.
-tatas~

just came back..

bored-ed bored-ed bored-ed.

Just came back from Thailand Trip.
Not that successful I would say.
Terrible mood swings, hiding feelings and going crazy.
Honestly, I'm not one who would hide my feelings. or do I???
Hmmm.. I tend not to hide my emotions.. but my feelings.. who do I tell them to?
Should I express it out? and how am I supposed to go about doing that.
I really don't know..

Now I'm home sian-ing my time away..
though I have lots of homework that I haven touched. -.-"

Wanted to get a new phone just now at PS but I forgot to bring my IC. They dun accept my EZ-Link card. damn it.

I'm feeling super duper moody today..
This Holiday much has happened and I shall just roll off to relax one corner pamper myself with lotions and masks after a good bathe. woots~
Let's just Hope I'll feel better after all the treats I giving myself later..

Will post photos when I get them.

I going Thailand (15-18)~

tml morning go, Tuesday night come back le.
I'm going SHOPPING~
Wootz~

So sorry you all have to read other ppl's blog first while I disappear for a few days..
I know you'll miss me.. =)

Blogging on ber's lappie sure is weird.. I don't know what to blog.. -.-"
Bomberman and 3 little pigs are making so much noise on msn..

Sorry lah.. I really Don't know what to say.
Feeling a little too excited abt going Thailand that I'm having butterflies in my tummy now. :(
anytime can *bleuch* my lunch out.

okies.. If got time, Will update again..


tata~

Maps for my friends going with me.. :)

Who says all my entries are either filled with sadness or frustrations???

This cute ah meng says that my blog is:

The best blog in Singapore, Asia and some say Australia arh.

*giggles*
3 evenings with my baby and I'm feeling like tha loveliest girl on earth.
hahas. act cute-ing

Rented & watched both "All About Love" & "The Pink Panther".
Oh, and I finally bought hair dryer at BIG, $28. after member discount $26.32. (:

Just now, went NTUC with mum and she taught me how to choose fresh fish, & to tell the difference between female crabs and male crabs.

I drew out what I've learned to share with you all leh... *See,-I-am-not-selfish*


So, I have just started packing my clothes.
Realise I've lots to bring.
Staying over at sis's place on Friday.
Flying off this Saturday.

While I pack pack pack away..



Time for some "guess-what-this-is"...

Clue: this is ah ber's favourite.


Clue: this is erm.. part of the whole thing.


Hahas.. this is the end of "guess-what-this-is".
& some random photos to end today's entry.