hmm.. didn't blog for a while, abit weird loh.. haha.. kk.. back to biz..
THE RESULT is comming out le.. i predict it's going to be on the 25TH or 28TH of FEB. hmm.. duno how should i feel.. i know i wun do well.. but somehow i do hope for a "miricle" to happen..
Honestly, i've really totally let myself down.. how could i? from the best to the worst just because of a failed relationship??? now sitting at the computer messy desk, i felt kinda lost.. where did that brainy girl go? why's everyone overtaking her & she not care? i really must have let everyone who knew my capability down.. hee.. key siao liao..
I'm so damn mad at anyone who asked where am i going.. i can't go anywhere!! i want my 16 points back.. i knew i could do so much better than a 16.. but why did i get myself a 34 instead? now i just hope it's not 44 or even worse 54!!.. posible? yuck yuck.. hate to think of it.. i was a 3A1A* student in a okay sch.. and now i'm a stupid lazy student with nowhere to go.. sianz.. i still can't imagine.. everyone in moi group of friends in RMP is going to JCs.. & they are entering TOP JCs!!! where am i? from no1 to now, a no namer.. what have i done? what have a achive? NOTHING..
okay.. enough bitchings.. it's not the real END yet.. even if ITEs doesn't want mi.. i can always study PTE right??? hmm.. even if i cannot get back a 16, i'm sure i can do better than a 30+. 40+!!! okok.. composed composed..
Princess is still fumming mad with herself.. but she's rolling off to cool down..
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