one year & a month. some ppl say there's no difference.. some say better, some say worse.. let's hope next year will be better? lolz..
no makeup, not edited, just pure unnatural queen of ugliness.
okay.. yesterday waited for him till 4plus almost 5am. I miss him so much.. but i nvr say.. coz i'm really tired.. I know he's veri tired & his long working hours ain't making him better.. yes, Ryan jiejie is right, i Am worried, i Am scarred.. but i have to trust him alright.. when everything sound so "wrong", i should still trust him..
ever since he moved back into his line, he has so much work to do.. everyday is a tirring day. even on Sats he has to work.. I wish i was in the army too.. den at least i can understand a little abt what he's doing.. since i know nothing, i can only tell myself, he IS working.. time on the phone has been shortened.. less meet ups too.. & everytime these sad facts hits mi.. i'll think of things he've done or things we've already "gone through"..
like he sad he's taking leave on my bday to accompany mi... like we're going to his malay friend's wedding.. & stuffs like this bah..
guess i should start to prepare myself for my own school & his school also.. once we both starts to study.. things will NOT be the same le.. i'm be worried, he'll be worried.. i hope everything will be fine soon... uh huh...
i'm a princess.. His princess.. i love you darling... if you're reading this.. i really wanna hug you.. :'(
this is mi. he is a soilder. he is MY man. *muackz*
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