I lost.

Checked my blog to see if I've blogged? Everyday? 2 times a day? 3 times a day? or not even once?


I lost interest in blogging right after I found out the winner was not me.
http://uglyfatchick.blogspot.com/2007/02/win-10-kinokuniya-voucher-for-b9.html
http://uglyfatchick.blogspot.com/2007/02/i-am-youthsg.html


heck I was so upset I wasn't even top 3.
http://youth.sg/blog/2007/02/16/i-am-youthsg-motorola-krzr-k1-phone-winner-for-round-3/
urgh~



I was so disappointed in myself. I mean it. so so so disappointed..

Discussed with my "sweetest-boyfriend-possible-life-partner" on why I didn't win. Is it that I didn't try hard enough Or is it because I didn't put enough heart into my blog entry? (I had to write 2 times and the second time round I was so tired that I just had to cut everything short). Or is it that I wasn't pretty enough? or friendly enough? or I don't have many friends who are willing to spare 2mins and their personal details like name and ic number?


Call me a loser. It took me 6 days just to pack my feelings and click on blogger.com.
I love my blog a lot and darling says it's not easy to get into top 11. I know one contestant tried 3 times before she got in. see.. it's not easy.. and I did it with my first try. =)


I did consider going for round 4, but I've no inspiration nor any motivation. Maybe when I feel more confidence with my blogging...