I secretly always hope that people ard me, do badly. I don't know why.
If I know someone did better than me, I'll feel angry.
Angry with myself maybe, but sometimes I really cannot stand myself leh.
how arh? anyone felt like that before???
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I personally feel that this is rather unhealthy. Sorry if this may sound offending.
ReplyDeleteI believe it is natural for people to feel down if they are not doing as well as others. I think it is human nature to always blame (maybe too strong a word) others when things around them goes wrong. Ultimately I believe everyone is responsible for their own actions.
Knowing that others are doing better and getting upset is a good thing when you can use that emotion to motivate yourself to strive to be better than them.
I believe you are actually angry with yourself more than anything else, I do not think you are evil. I like to think you are a nice person actually, just that you may not know this. Because even you stated that you cannot stand yourself being like that.
Take a more positive approach in life, this might help. If others are doing better, ask yourself if you can do better. If not, why not? Maybe it's not in your talent and you are good at other things. If yes, then go for it.
This is my most honest opinion, I hope you would not be offended by this. :) I believe everyone has a level of goodness and kindness in them, sometimes it's just not discovered yet.
I feel that everything I do is average only. Like no talent or anything. Like nothing I can do well in..
ReplyDeletebabe, dun get upset over how you are feelin ya.. everyone feels that way once in a while too..I tink i do too..bcoz pple need to feel that they are more superior once in a while la.. I still love you ya.. dun ponder too much.
ReplyDeleteLoves.Kyla.
Girl, I'm feeling better le. =) Thanks!
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