Affected

Some past issues wasn't resolved thus allowing it to naturally come back and haunt me.

I've always been easily affected. This matter wasn't started by me nor was I the cause of it, so when I'm dragged in, I feel really helpless. The worst part being, it's not my business, thus I'm not allow to comment nor tell anybody. All I am to both parties is a "chu qi tong" and a "must-be-understanding-person".


I'm NOT A CHU QI TONG!
I'm just a ordinary girl who has feelings too.
What gives the both of you rights to scream and shout at me?

I'm loosing it and I don't want to lose it.

I'm very tired and I really want to stop feeling this bloody tired everytime.
So tired am I that I'm scared I'll make myself sleep forever.
Whatever it is, I hope I still have control over me.