Why does it sucks to be short.

1) People looks down at you (literally).

2) Very difficult to find clothes that fit or looks nice on us.

3) People can't stop making fun of your height.

4) People don't take you as seriously because you don't look like you can do much.

5) Cannot apply for certain jobs.. (eg police, army, air stewardess, model.. .. ..)

6) Cannot sit at the back of the class, cause can't see the board.

7) Cannot wear heels that are too high, cannot wear too many accessories.

8) Cannot drive big cars, ride motorcycle.

9) Normally have smaller feet, so harder to find shoes that fits..

10) When you're trying to buy stamps or pay bills at the SAM machines some adults will think that you're playing with the machine and ask you to go away. -.-



All these applies when you're only 145cm. honestly, it really sucks k..
:'(

aiya got bruises

So nice hor? The cloud and the sea seperated by orange sky.


Today play floorball during S&W.
I'm loving it. lols. I don't' really know the rules, but I thought it's almost as fun as hockey. Makes me miss hockey... I wouldn't say I played well, but at least my hockey background did give me an edge over some. I felt the same old grouchy goalkeeper coming back again, commenting and becoming angry when others doesn't listen. -.- I'm so silly.

Anyway, the other time when we played basketball, we played against Feli, Victoria that group. Today for floorball, we're against them again.. Their pretty strong, considering that they have 2 guys plus Feli is from the floorball team & Victoria was from hockey. I'm pleased that we end up with a draw. Hope to play again soon.. =)


Wilson, Shan, Ber & Leng were great. We nearly scored the first min or so.. hahas. I feel kinda bad letting Shan be goalkeeper cause I believe I can play better as a player. Guilty. :P


Oh.. about the bruises... I didn't get it during the game.. I accidentally knocked the side of my knees (left and right) on the floor cause I refuse to sit down cause I don't want to make my already very fat butt, any fatter.


left leg.


right leg.


:pPp

there's a song that always makes me cry, no matter how many times I listen to it...

You fight about money, bout me and my brother
And this I come home to, this is my shelter
It ain’t easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, you’ll see
I don’t want love to destroy me like it has done
my family

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I’ll be better, Mommy I’ll do anything
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I’ll be better, Daddy please don’t
leave

I ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away
Don’t wanna go back to that place, but don’t have
no choice, no way
It ain’t easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, well I've seen
I don’t want love to destroy me like it did my
family

In our family portrait, we look pretty happy
Let’s play pretend, let's act like it comes
naturally
I don’t wanna have to split the holidays
I don’t want two addresses
I don’t want a step-brother anyways
And I don’t want my mom to have to change her
last name

In our family portrait we look pretty happy
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, act like it goes naturally

Don't feel like blogging here at the moment

sorry, I'm feeling kind of stressed up or something. maybe depressed or hurt. I'm not sure.

Will blog again when I can finally smile.


-headache

feeling kinda restless or something..

I want to munch away on snacks the whole day but at the same time don't want to gain anymore inches. Had a huge pack of chips which darling bought and didn't touch, for lunch. I can foresee myself grow until I cannot fit into my uniform. I've already busted both skirts. my maid just sew it up for me. Hopefully it'll last for a couple of months more till I graduate. damn those fats. NAFA is coming and I doubt I can pass it now. :'( been puffing after walking a short while. I'm losing it. GRRRR.

Always wanted to do some light exercise but went to read my book instead. I think I've read this book before, it's titled: Lizzie Jordan's Secret Life by Chris Manby. It's very familiar, but then again, all the books I've read are almost too similar. duh. -.-



I need sleep. Nights~
Dear course mates, please take not that there will be no assembly for next week. =)

it's that evil red bomb...

Weekend approaching..

But darling will be too busy to accompany me this weekend. :'( He got to attend his friends wedding dinners.. I believe that those 3 guys are friends and they purposely put their weddings one after another on 8th, 9th and 10th. Make my poor baby so much poorer. -.-


I'm very sleepy now. Just done the cover letter thingy. I searched high and low on the Internet to find another job advert just so that it'll be easier for me to write the letter. *yawns*
I miss my baby who's at BEN's house now. That Ben better don't bully him arh.. My baby so good to him.. -.-

If I got wedding who will want to be my bridesmaids... OMG... :'(

Dec 2- Dec7.

Dec 2nd~

At P.S....


I'm trying not to laugh out. :P


Dec 3rd~

The stall I work at..


Dec 6th~

blue buttons~ :P


more photos of this event at http://lazyfatchick.blogspot.com/2006/12/debbie-mikeys-first-christmas-in.html


I received these through mail.. My ibanking device.. *sweet*


Had dinner at TCC.


OMG. We look so chubby!!! & I look bloody old lah. :'(


The moon and haunted house. buahahaha...


Dec 7th~

I've got a pair of bi-weekly OASYS contact lens at the the pre-launch party for free!
Totally sweet. It's really comfortable but really expensive leh.. :(


Yesterday...
I met up with a group of ex-classmates from STC to celebrate Kyla's birthday at MOS.
Those who went: Gwen, Freda, Yoke Leng, Shannon, Minyi, Ethan, Mike, the birthday girl and her 2-3 of her other friends.. Everyone looked so good, I feel out of place. Man.. I think I need plastic surgery..oh.. and it's a pity I had to go home very early. Kyla bought 1 bottle of vodka and it's gone pretty fast.. I hope they're alright now.. I wanna go MOS again.. it's fun. :) The music's a little too erm retro though. -.-