Saturday, December 31, 2005

Bye 2005 Hi 2006.

Let's do a very short mini flashback alright?

Jan-May: practically wasted all my time doing nothing.
June 20: First day of school. :) See Jay Chou upclose!!!! *faints*
August 23: Class BBQ at downtown east.
Sept: shut down my old xanga blog & wrote my fav entry.
November: AMAZING EAST!!!
December: learning to mix with my classmates! & of coz... Cute Cute Club! :)

right after i complete writting flashback.. I hear...
their having it at mount fabour... lolz..
and well..

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!!!
2006 will be a better year...
and I wish for, world peace! *wide smile* =)

Spring cleaning later>>>>

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

17th Monthiversary today.


Go watch this:
& this: really sweet. hee.

Happy Birthday to Xin Ying!!! :)

It's Xin Ying's Birthday today..
reminds me that I miss my classmates already.. :(

Christmas just "ended". and I have already heard so much about it..
Read these comments:
for XX's .

not 1 or 2 girls got molested. it's tons of them!!!
I'm really upset by the numbers.
I pity us.

Sometimes I "blame" God.
Why it's so unfair.
that girls ALWAYS gets bullied.
I understand the fact that life is NEVER fair.
but why are the girls the only ones who keep losing out?

guys will never understand how we feel inside when we've been violated.
whether thru words or actions..
They just do things coz they feel like it.
they think we like it?
bloody shit.

I'm so damn pissed lah.
Tell me stories about guys being "mistreated".
I can show you millions of girls being mistreated.
those fatherfuckers.

one day I might be crazy enough to buy a pair of scissors and go snipping off every dick i see. toot.

time of the month again.

I knew it.
woke up and ta-da. it's here..
everyone, scream with me...

I suddenly look 20years older.
My mood change.
and I totally can't take it anymore..

I spent the whole noon napping cause I was in pain..
now feeling lots better.
but still.. I wasted the time when I am SUPPOSED to be doing my English tutorial thingy..
I forgot about all my homework & projects!!!
I'm going to be outcasted..

now that I scream enough, I decide to do up a list of things I wanna buy next year.. heh.
*hint hint* my birthday's in May...

will blog on the list as soon as I decide what I want eh?

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

photos edited.

spent the past hour or so doing the photos ^^

it's now 4am. I got to go rest le.. hope you all like the new "arrangements"..

Hi everyone! I'm back!!!

I'm back from maple -addictiveness.
and can finally update my poor lonely blog.

with pictures!!!
loads of them..

First of..
How's your Christmas?

I wanna THANK everyone for their kinds words and sweet gifts!!!

The long awaited photos of the...


ain't they pretty??? :)

4 hearts, united as one...

4 of us_

with the president_

yes, I'm mighty smug about being cute.. wahahaha...

With so few people not sick...
I guess it's time to take some Vitamin C...

remember those heels I mentioned that I liked a lot?

Size 4_

uh huh SGD 15.00 only

perfect fit. heh.

the same day, I also went to this shop:

Turn Your Butt On_

What's in the bag?

OMG it's....

Paper bag with Butt On sticker!!! lolz...

behold.. the sweetest thing on butt land...

Turn your Butt On sweets???

Blur photo of darling and me in the rain, in orchard on Christmas eve.

The true uglyfatchick_

Alright.. now today...
27 December 2005.
I met her. Finally.

yes I look silly. photo taken using her phone..
we both wore black. from head to toe. As if we've made a pact to do it.
we didn't.
She loves black. I know.
me, on the other hand, just hope to drop a few pounds...

We went to eat at Yoshinoya...
darling joined us..
We went shopping at cine.. didn't buy anything..
saw our secondary school classmate...
She's so so so pretty. totally gorgeous. *drools*
den we went taka... to get my new under garments for the new year.. lolz...

still the same old paper bag...

They sure do love flowers, don't they?

It's weird what too much beef does to you.. lolz..
I gained so many fats that I got to up a couple of size. it's so toot. cannot wear S liao.. buy things must go for M, L liao. :(
Running anyone??

We left taka for Queensway shopping centre... (bus 14)
that's where her boyfriend works.. in some skates shop..
he's kind of weird weird looking.. reminds me of Bryan.. lolz..
best part.. we had problem deciding to shake hand or not. and it's so toot.

look what I've got from beadstreet...

hair ties, 6 for $1. I bought 12. heh.

that's for today...

taken on a mercs cab.

for $0.20 more, I get to read new issue of EXPAT LIVING..
instead of those old, torn tattered XYZ-weekly magazine...

(ps: doesn't not apply on all cabs though..)

This post took me 3hrs. (coz I had alot of problem with these photos.)

Saturday, December 24, 2005


I had a wonderful time today with my meis at k-box..
laugh and cry..
& I just got this cute little soft toy from Hui Fen which I wanted to buy for them the other day...
She's not feeling very well... Hope she'll get well soon.. I left when she just shut her eyes.. didn't want to wake her up..

After leaving them , I combed almost the whole town for the shades that I wanted..
Didn't find it... only manage to get a pair of heels that is a perfect fit.. lolz.. It's for CNY. hee...
The girl working there is really very helpful. :)

Darling and me "walked" in the rain today (with the umbrella of coz).. it's our first time doing that.. kind of enjoy it.. and the "dinner" at his aunt's place was not bad.. My favorite? the apples.. lolz..

Thanks everyone who sends me their greetings.. thru sms, in person, card, PRESENTS, msn or even thru my tagboard... I appreciate it alot! THANKS! :)


Thursday, December 22, 2005

next most shocking news..

After knowing my friend's mum's death.. the next most shocking news I got from reading an acquaintance's blog was that she is pregnant.

I dun know her by name. She doesn't know me either.. but I've seen her before.. and I read her blog once in a while... Totally didn't expect that from her..
She should be only 18 this year.
Has a great future in front of her.. If I ain't wrong, she's a model..
recently had an assignment with a popular salon..

I dunno if she'll keep the child.. but If she do.. and she needs help.. and if I can do anything, I would. I know it's a tough choice.
If I was her, I would break down already..

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

stupid bug.

I've got fever and funny nose.
and the damn sore throat is still there.
afternoon, went to get a MC to cover my ass.

I hate to fall sick really..
some more whenever near festive seasons, I ALWAYS fall sick..
I hate it leh..

Going to rest early.. hope can see my darling classmates tml..
Dun want to pass the baton from my nose to theirs..

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Went to the doctor's again..

same clinic, different doctor.

This time, for my sore throat.
I hate sore throat.
Suggest to my baby I should go see the doctor.

and I did.
Guess what he says?

That I have to stop eating oily stuffs. Must eat more vege and fruits.. to LOSE WEIGHT!
He says I'm FAT!!!
Hate him loh..
Everyone in the world can say I'm fat, but the DOCTOR cannot k..
hurt my pride. :(

I can't take another death..

My heart goes out to an ex classamte..
Her mum just pass on..
Heard it was peaceful.

I cried reading her blog entry.
I believed her mum would be alright..
didn't expect it really.
She's a nice lady. Her daughter says so anyway..
I don't recall meeting her face to face..
but I've seen her photos..

I know her's a nice lady.
She was a teacher.
This is awful.
dun feel like blogging..

Monday, December 19, 2005

Singapore idol

Auditions for second season of Singapore Idol on Feb 11

Singapore Idol is back for its second season after more than a year.

Auditions will be held on Saturday, February 11th next year.

However the audition venue has yet to be released.

Singapore Idol hopefuls can submit their registration online at from midnight on December 31st.

The first 200 to sign up will also win an exclusive Singapore Idol goodie bag. - CNA/ch

Anyone wanna join with me? lolz...

tired tired.. stressed and Christmas in 5 days.

I finally admit I'm damn stressed.
over studies and stuffs.

It's now 2.45am. I think everyone asleep now..

So I begin...
Finally went and do my PIE assignment which is way way way way over-due...
End up with trembling hands cause my hand got that sore thingy..
den from 12-2.40am I manage to do the unthinkable..


wrap presents!!!

For the girls in my class.
Nothing for the guys cause I dun really know them that well leh..
Hope I didn't miss out anyone. :p

kk.. I got to sleep le, if not later can't wake up leh.. kk. nights everyone.. :)

Sunday, December 18, 2005

I can be a model too!!!


Yes, someone ask me to be his model..
I was so so so happy can..
Hair stylist joining competition.. ask me to be his model...
So sad loh..
Mummy turn it down.. cause I have school :(

Imagine.. Free colour, free cut, maybe perm or whatever.. and most importantly.. it would be almost perfect! (competition of coz must be perfect mah.. lolz)

and I trust the person's skill lah.. His own hair is already totally gorgeous lolz... and some more, he manage to make my mum want to rebond her hair.. double lolz...
and he's pretty cute lah...
My fringe is he cut one... $3. lolz..


alright.. that's about it bah...
My dream to be a model doesn't seem that far after all..

Saturday, December 17, 2005

7days to Christmas

1 more week.

and I've already gained so much weight before the feasting begins..
I really want to drop 5kgs within this week.

Tml have Banking exam.
I did really badly in my Accounts.
Got to do a little bit of revising to buck up on my weakest module: BAFS.
Banking and Finance Services.
I want to do well, dun want just pass nia..
you think 1hr enough not? lolz...
only 2 chapter, 10mins, I'm bored like shit liao.

alright lah.. I settle my breakfast den my auctions.. lolz..
Just realised it's empty le.. got to fill it up with things..
den will have extra money to take care of my hair. lolz..

See yah~

Can't wait to see Ting,
Actually I'm not too excited in meeting her.. more with the 1hr badminton session she "promised"... hehe..
maybe got time can look for my shades too... lolz..

If Kyla go also.. den maybe I'll have a little problem.. Can't bounce in front of her with all my fats in the wrong place you know.. lolz..

Friday, December 16, 2005

Sorry. had to move entry.

I had to move my previous entry to a more private blog, cause it's on a personal issue.

Are you comfortable talking about your personal feelings on your blog?
Do you have more than 1 blog? and If you do.. why?

Thursday, December 15, 2005

ho ho ho..

This Christmas,
I'm broke.. lolz..

Alright, alright..
I just went to buy pressie for some of my friends.
Spend away my Christmas Present from darling on clothes, gifts and food le.

I love my classmates.
they are a fun bunch. :)

I nearly cried while "presenting" my "item" today. Everyone's so sweet.. Telling me to cheer up and stuffs.. I'm really very very touched.. So glad I'm in this supporting class. :)

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

no mood

I wrote a VERY VERY VERY long entry and it disappeared.

Have you bought clothes for CNY yet?

I DID!!!

All thanks to...

I bought 8 pieces in total. $65.60.
lolz... That's after dicount of 20% le.
So happy only.. :)

Monday, December 12, 2005

officially sick.

Today got listening exam. 12marks... duno can pass not. lolz..

Baobei came to school to escort me home..
I so paiseh. :p
Mei, say that he looks like 20yo. look like meh?
thought he look 30yo le.. lolz...
hmm... maybe coz last time we both look younger...

Cute cute club finally took club photo. :)
Those who hang ard J8 often, would notice there's this strawberry shortcake thingy? We took our photos there...
We saw this little boy... so cute loh..
He fall down, but nvr cry.. den when his mummy ask him to come over.. (coz we keep asking him to come over..) he walk over... lolz..
I want to carry him.. but scared make him fall down.. :p
Such a cute little boy. show you the pic next time.. :)

Alright. yesh I'm officially sick today. coz I puked so much.
Darling also scared.. lolz..

I'll update another day..
Btw, what do you all want for Christmas?

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Not well at all.

It's now 0506 AM
I'm suffering from a very bad sore throat.
a little bit of headache
and maybe a mild heartache.

I'm facing problems..
some are created by myself.
some, I duno where to begin..

Man, I'm feeling really uncomfortable. :(

oops.. my blog idol is losing. :(


Mr Brown: 13269
Xia Xue: 9673

Mr Brown is LEADING by 3596!!!

Please VOTE for XiaXue now!!!

:) Can vote once a day (24hrs) ( :

By the way, I do like Mr Brown's entries..
but I'm not that a regular reader lah.. you see..
Maybe coz I dun understand most of the things he's talking about.. :p

Alright.. enough on the awards...
I'm very tired today..
and well, yeah..
According to my site counter thingy, someone "found" my site from searching
"Singapore's hottest blogger"...

guess what?

Notice the pink box? That's me in there!! lolz...

I have a fear of writing reports and essays.
The most word I can write is about 150words.
and my PIE teacher wants a report of 500-1000 words.
I've really tried le. but I barely can write ten words. :(

I'm not going to hand up anything.
I'm going to fail.
I'm going to repeat it next sem. :(
This sucks. :(

interesting blog.


Pretty interesting. :)

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Best Asian Blog 2005

No... I didn't get nominated...
I'll try harder..

Xia Xue(6117) & Mr Brown (5110) are 2 of the top "scorers".
with XX currently winning by 1,007 votes.

To be known all over the world is something nice..
I presume...

I never got popular.
And probably would never be.

for now,
Lets keep our fingers crossed and hope that my "readership" increase by 10, 000%..
I'm aiming for 2007.
Worst Asian blog award.
Currently with 25-35 readers only. I barely can be counted as a blogger.
I hate it.

Friday, December 9, 2005

mini test.

There are 5 Things going on simultaneously which need to be taken care of:

1. The telephone is ringing.
2. The baby is crying.
3. A visitor knocks at the front door or doorbell rings.
4. There is laundry hanging on the line and it begins to rain.
5. The water tap in the kitchen is running.

In what order would you take care of the problems?
Jot down the order in which YOU would handle things, then scroll down after you've made your decisions.
Each decision will represent how you look at your life.


1. The phone represents JOB/CAREER.
2. The baby represents FAMILY.
3. The visitor represents FRIENDS.
4. The laundry (believe it or not) represents your spouse
5. The running water represents MONEY/WEALTH.

How closely did your answers come to stating your priorities in life?

I choose

1) Tap
2) Baby
3) Phone
4) Visitor
5) Laundry

What did you pick? :)

For all December babies...

I drew this on msn messenger for Evelyn.
now I'm "dedicating" it to all December babies who reads my blog. :)

Happy Birthday to Evelyn!!!

I'm a such a bad girl....
Didn't go school today..
:p AGAIN right?

Clean a little bit of my room. So dusty loh..
I need to wash up and rest.. hee...

Anyway, Yesterday Kyla called when I was a little busy.
But I still talked to her lah...

I'm still deciding if I should bring my brothers to swim tml..
They are a irritating brunch.

Cute Cute Club Necklace.

President: no necklace.
Vice president/president's wife: Pink necklace.
HF: White Necklace.
Moi Sister: Purple Necklace.
Me: Light purple necklace.
lolz... Very cute right... Bleahx~

Wednesday, December 7, 2005

I am so NOT a critical thinker & Remember this again?

Did the thinking skill test (exam?) today lah.. and it's so sucky. bleah ;P

Remember this post in October?
Sorry seems to be the hardest words... no?

& this one from August?
I'm a confused pig.

We both have knowingly moved on.
However recently, we've kept little contact.
Not knowing how should I feel. (Friendship)

On her birthday, she sent me a message through the Short Message Service to "give me" her number.
2 days later, which is today
she asked if I wanna meet up next week...

How can I not laugh?
Remember she told me that she never want to see me again.
and suddenly wanting to meet me...
to "rekindle" our friendship...

I dunno to smile or to cry..
I'm not ready yet.
What if she laughs at me?
What if she ask me out just to ridicule me and make me feel dumb.
What if she really has a "motive".

I want to believe that she doesn't have any motive or any funny ideas up her sleeves.
I want to see her.
I want to say Hi.
But I just cannot imagine going out with her now.
lolz... Crap.

If I really am meeting her next week...
I must start sleeping very early now. Make my panda eyes disappear...
and those disgusting stuffs on my face too.

Tell me what should I do?

Tuesday, December 6, 2005

Is doing business really that simple?

I have an ex classmate who regards making money more important than studying.
She rather use the little money that she have as capital then to pay for her school fees.

I have no say in her business (problem/whatever).
I mean, there are people who dropped out of school and achieve lots doing business and stuffs..
But, I do have something I really hate about people who doesn't do enough research and ASSUME things.

BTW, for those who doesn't know. ASSUME is making an ASS out of U & ME.

I understand that entrepreneurship is about sizing the opportunity, taking risk.
However taking risk doesn't mean you have to risk it all mah. You also must have at least some background knowledge + done a bit of "homework" mah.. no?

I remember some old teacher told me when I was young that I'll make a good business women. or maybe an accountant. Cause I too busybody liao.. lolz...

Monday, December 5, 2005

Happy Belated Birthday to Wilson & Kyla.

5th December

was Wilson & Kyla's Birthday.

I didn't blog cause I was so *toot* tired.
Anyway.. Life's all good and nice..

So far, so good.
except for my bad throat.

been tryign hard to level up on maple. but due to my poor skill, I always dies.. GRRRR...

maple [aquila server] : uglyfatchick

Sunday, December 4, 2005

I maple-ed, watch Chicken little and cry and it's moi granny's birthday.

I play maple.
It's cunningly evil. I told myself not to get hocked. yes I shall not get hocked.
If you can find me.. I'm uglyfatchick . (=

played till 5am. went to sleep.
woke up at ard 10? woke darling..
he came over.
we went to eat at Hans (BM).
steak for me again.. this time, it's more well done then yesterday's at Billy Bombers (Bugis).
It's so so so bloody.. as in like, it's too raw lah..

Went to catch Chicken Little at PS.
I cried from beginning to near the end..
pretty funny I say.
I must be one of the most emo person on earth..
Cried non-stop. *sob*

My eyes are so tired from all that sobbing, tearing and stuffs alike..
After the movie, had a quarrel with baobei...
& what started the fight?
I wanted to have Nachos (with the cheese thingy) for snacks after the movie...
It's wrong to have craving for Nachos with cheese after movie meh? must eat during movie only meh? :(

So I was angry lah.
He was angry that I'm angry lah.
I went home angry.

I slept till ard 7plus..
Uncle called.
Had to rush down to grandma's place with my brothers.
to celebrate her birthday.
She nagged nagged nagged all the way.. (with her loud voice).
I couldn't stand it. My dad too lah...

Now, I'm back at home. typing away...
Going to bathe soon..
before mummy comes home..
She went to the doctors...
hope she's be alright. ):

Saturday, December 3, 2005

2 Dec 2005 (Friday)

Sports and Wellness was Sucky.

Sharon asked me to play Badminton.
I wanted to say yes..
but I hesitated. and decide to reply with I'm not going.
Simply coz...

  1. I know her bf WILL go.. and I will NOT be happy.
  2. She will NOT be happy coz her bf hates me and gives black face the whole night.
  3. I expect myself to have to go home very LATE.
  4. Might even have to drink with her. if she's unhappy or very happy.
  5. Would have to suffer in silence since my boy wouldn't be going (some stupid dinner).

So I turned down her ofter.. and a better one comes up!
I get to go to a concert!
and my friends got the tix for me. woot~ (though in the end, no need tix to go in one.. lolz..)
Meet up at Tamp interchange, ate a bit...
den off we went for the concert.

(For the moment, I'm just plain lazy to scan it...)

It's great. I love the air-con, it's cold. lolz...
the performances were great. honest.
it's a h*ll LOT better than the one put up by my brothers's BRPS. (RMPS is better. than BRPS.)
Think Band is the best. the rest makes me sleepy.. lolz..

After the whole event, Mandee went back on parent's car.
XY went back by bus at the bus interchange.
We had so much fun laughing that I'm glad I tagged along to the concert! really.
Wilson, ChunHui, Sok Yong and I, went to TMall's Long John to eat.
The guy's treat.

Saw Mike's cousin there..
she was at the concert also.. lolz...

the 2 girls went back on CH's dad's car. Wilson & I took train back...
I has something evil in mind. but didn't carry out my plan. coz it's plain stupid if my partner in crime didn't help out. :(
lolz.. this.. is anotehr story.. I'll tell, another time. :)

Alright.. That's all for yesterday lah. I too tired to blog on le.
blame darling lah.
make me so tired...

For the dead.

Kenny's They're Too Young To Die

The world is a sad place.
Sometimes I simply hates it.
It feels so weird to know people are dying.
And esp if you know the person.
I urge you to, after this post. Spend a min, think about those who died.
or anyone you're worried about.

I saw Joe Augustine at some eating place near the Malay wedding place I went, this afternoon.
Life is really unpredictable.
And I hate mozzie.. esp those with white stripes on their legs.

Malay weddings are Nice. :)
I think they rock!
but I have question though...
Why do some of the girls wears the scarf thingy and some doesn't?

Friday, December 2, 2005

I'm so freaking tired.

Will update tml okay? :)
With a couple of photos... and more on why am I so tired today...

Clue: I went to Simei just now.. ;)

Thursday, December 1, 2005

woot! Birthday Month...

So many people celebrating their birthday this month.
How do I save money???

Just now, went to the bank with moi classmates.
Completed the Giro thingy and hand it up le.
a huge load out of my mind.
coz it's $15 leh...
That will help me "tide" over this month's money woes...

Just got a postcard thingy as a friend's Birthday present.. (See? I very cheapo hor? :P)
oh.. and I change my "pouch" le.. the pink plastic one from kotex spoilt le, my coins drop out.. lolz..

Today I received a "news" that make me very erm.. pissed?
My boi boi might be flying off next month!!!
to another country this time: Thailand...

Called him just now to talk for a while..
everytime he goes oversea, half of his pay goes to the damn phone bill.
HALF okay...
It's about 20 times of my own hp bill. mine is about $50.
Why shouldn't I be angry with his boss?
I told my bf to dump off both hps.
I would't mind. really.
If his boss needs him to have a hp. freaking please raise his current monthly pay by at least 50%.

And I feel like slapping those ppl who thinks I'm living off my bf coz he's working.. with my smelly pink socks. ASS.

I feel like crap now.
Stop talking to me.
Fat ass.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

I forgot what I wanna blog about lah..

after bathing, I forgot what I wanted to blog about liao. :(

Why am I feeling hungry again? :(

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

late for 2mins for 3days and I have to do "redemption" for 3hours. :(

Stayed after school for 3hours to redeem for my late-coming.
Went to Junction8 after the "redemption" with those in co-op.

Went to Yamaha? or whatever that place is call...
I saw them play the piano. Somehow I wished that I wasn't that much of a music idiot.
As much as I love music, I hate to admit that I'm really not muscially inclined.

Everyone there could sing!!
I would really wished that one day, I would be able to sing loud and nice for my friends too. wahaha...
Yes, for those who still doesn't know,
I love to sing. but I'm aware of how stupid I sound when I sing. (I tape myself sometimes you know..)

anyway, I'm happy just to hear ppl practise. :p

Monday, November 28, 2005

I know I know.

I know there will be people "gossipping"
why Christina like that one..
got bf le still got crush, got this got that.


Whatever you think lah.

Today it's Mike & me's 16th Monthniversary. :)

HAPPY 16th Monthniversary darling! :)

Love is in the air...

Saw one of my classmate's bf today. quite nice looking chap.
& my bf's cousin's neoprint of her & her bf on her msn display pic.

It's getting a little frustrating...
I want a new boyfriend also can? lolz...

Everything seems to be going fine for everyone else except me.
and this feels sucky.


someone remind. me.
How would you know if your partner is the "right-one".

I'm someone easily influenced.
and I hate that.

I miss my bf.. but he has lots of work to do.
Soon, he'll start studying le.
& I also dun really have a lot of time left for him.
(stupid time-table)

Alright. I have no mood to blog today lah. blog again soon loh. see yah.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

fwd: Palm Pilot and DVD Writer

Dear all,

A friend of mine is selling a Palm Pilot and DVD writer that are both in
really good condition if you know of anyone who is interested.

Palm Pilot (Warranty Unfilled) $ 50
DVD Writer (Warranty Unfilled) $ 50

Attached are a couple of photos to show what condition they're in, let me
know if you want more info or photos.
Please send it to anyone else who may be interested, thanks for the help!


Racial Harmony Amazing Race @ South East 2005

It sucks big time!

No joke.

The whole event is totally screwed up!

The only thing that tries to "redeem" it, it's the shirt.
I mean.. take a look at it...

The print is kind of nice... :)

First they gave us wrong timings.
Den they wasted many many many hours before the game starts.
& they got 2 MCs who were pretty much reading points from a piece of paper and totally not interacting well with the "participants".
Den didn't inform us earlier about the routes to take. & where can we eat.

We didn't eat until 4+!!! when all 8 of us nearly fainted le!
Crap. Crap! Crap!

They make us go to and fro. to the east den back to south. den east. den south. den east... ON bus! do they even know amazing race is not about taking the same bus to and fro????
AMAZING RACE is about the GAMES! the activities that would require us to team well. activities that require us to make use of each others talents and cover each others asses.
alright.. maybe not covering the asses.

If you went for the "game"... Tell me that you liked it. that you enjoyed it. that you had fun waiting for bus and feel bus sick. Tell me you love the sun. the weird activities which could be completed in less than 30sec by anyone..

Will update photos of the 8 of us when I get the pics from them.. :)

Saturday, November 26, 2005

every month without fail, I complain about periods.

Let's take a look...

I hate periods. I dread them. Everytime when it comes it
brings with it lots of problems.. and i hate it.. with my bad temper.. period
makes me feel really lonely at times.. i just dread periods.. Dread periods..
dread periods.. Dread Periods.. DREAD PERIODS, DreadPeriods..

I hate periods.You see me whine every single month
about how much I hate periods.This month. Mayb I'll whine less. :)
damn. period.
Cramps was terrible today.And my fu*king
house have zero panadol again!!!
In terrible mood. Mainly because of my bad tummy.. I was having my period. which totally spoilt all my plans for my short "vacation". :(

just came back from my vacation...

I packed my bag & went off to Downtown east with darling yesterday night.
Slept-over and woke up early to have breakfast at macs.

In terrible mood. Mainly because of my bad tummy..
I was having my period. which totally spoilt all my plans for my short "vacation".

Nearly bored to death and darling refuse to bring me out. :(
I just got home. Skipped BBQ, since I didn't want my mood to ruin the whole thing.
Honestly, I didn't expect my period to come so damn early. :(

There's so many things I want to do. In the end, I did nothing but watch them play. while I try to kid myself that I'm tired & need rest. I didn't eat a single thing since around 8 this morning.
No mood.

Daddy just went out of the house.. It's time I go bathe... den eat.. den think about whether if I want to perm my hair or go for hair treatment only or cut & have hair treatment or just cut only... and den think about how I can make myself to be happy tml and enjoy the game. think think think.

Will update again when I decide loh. :)

Thursday, November 24, 2005

I'm a BAD girl.

Minor changes to my blog. :)
I suddenly have the urge to skip school, come home very early to rest.
well, so I did.
come home after lingering around the campus for a while..

Starting to feel all moody and stuff..
Period must be coming!

More updates when I feel better perhaps?

Singing rocks. :)

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean (ocean),
A vapor in the wind,
Still You hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
And You've told me who I am..
I am Yours.

I believe that if you sing with emotions and you'll move hearts.
Although I have not found my real voice. I will continue to search for it till I get it right.
& of cause.. I'll practise my breathing when I'm bored. :p

Who am I?

Mr Sim "play" a game today with us for PIE.
Asked us to think of the most special person in class.
then ask us to look in a box.
I knew there was a mirror.
Seen that "trick" somewhere before...
That's for PIE.

den we play a bit too in biz com class.
I'm glad I did make some correct "predictions"...
though my group didn't win.. :(

Today, I found a couple more things that could disturb me.
1)When my idea gets "stolen".
2)When people has some misunderstanding about me.
3)When people doesn't trust me.

I've been through it all in 2 days.
& I'm so sick.

Recently, I read up news of the 3rd Singapore racist blogger.
I was wondering.. is it only Chinese blogger are racist?
Other races doesn't hate Chinese is it? :p
(Just an opinion hor..)

Rmb there was this chubby Muslim prefect in my primary school that everyone loves. & She's so smart & nice that I was inspired to get a Muslim boyfriend. :) She's really nice. I think she went oversea. :(
I always thought those people making rude remarks about people of other races are unreasonably bad. Esp when they (victims-other race ppl) didn't do anything wrong in the first place.

Slowly.. as I grow up... I was beginning to wonder...
Why I only heard about Chinese people getting caught for being rude. Is it because Chinese are uncultured, ill-mannered people?
Sometime back, I was misunderstood as a racist. Someone who only cares for her own race ppl and doesn't mind hurting people of another race.
I got really upset of coz... and those ppl who thinks I'm a racist are ppl from another race lah... I really felt very very sad. The more so, since I was pretty much a loner kind of person. & I treated them as FRIENDS.
They see me as enemy!
I'm devastated.

I still am btw...
Alright.. My ex was a mix blood peranakan. I used to have a crush on this Indian Boy & this Chinese Muslim girl in primary school. What? I duno how else to show I'm innocent. :(
And I still think I did not do anything wrong. :(

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

(Wei Ting) Sharon's 17th Birthday today! [250th Post]

This is my 250th Post. :)

I feel very "busy" today.
Have been bothered by many many things today. thus, making me feel really uncomfortable.
From the time I woke up till I see boi boi.
Whole string of "emergencies" awaits me.
Many misunderstanding, & I do have many decisions which I regretted. :p
I hope all is fine.

Ting's birthday today. Hope she did enjoy herself.
Honestly, I don't really know if she love the presents. hope she does.


I also gave darling, his 16th Monthiversary, Christmas & Valentines day presents. Very EARLY hor?
hee... I kiasu mah. :p
I hope darling happy with his gifts...
(I know darling loves anything I give him.. So it's so easy to buy things for him..)

For my own presents, I have great ideas in mind.. heh heh..

This is all for my 250th post.
I know it's short and you are freaking angry that you dun understand what I mumbling about.
Just take it that this 250th post is crap. okay?

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

moi Christmas present for me. :)

The bag I dun dare to use..

It's the most expensive bag I have.
and I dun even dare to use it...
cause I dun want to dirty it..

Bought these to "pamper" myself..

want to look pretty pretty. heh.

next post: Christmas present for me. by me.

Shopping also known as retail therapy. Is something not for poor people like me.
Though, I would say, I'm very happy today even with the bad weather.

I finally really get to really shop my hearts out.
After school, went to Junction8.
I walk "through" there everyday before & after school.
but I dun buy my stuffs there.

I spend ard $247.50.
A hell lot of money to me.
It's my pocket money for 1month = 20 scholling days (+ transport).
(no school = no money)

No more shopping (even online) until End of April.

Tml going to Ting's bday celebration at Heeren Marche restaurant.
I dun think I'll eat anything. Can't afford lah.. the pervious time I was there, I think I only ate fish. :p

Now I'm wrapping presents.
So difficult. :(

Will update on what's my Christmas present for myself. :)
I'm trying to keep Darling's present a sercet from him.. Duno how long can I keep it.. heh. :p

Monday, November 21, 2005

New New New... And everything's bad bad bad.

New semester, new teachers, new modules, new time-table, new "class".. I'm drowning in laziness. & starting to feel helpless.

The new stuffs that's in school sucks big time.
alright, maybe I'm still in the holidays mood.
Lets just hope I'll get the hang of stuffs and start to love going to school sson..

Who am I kidding?
Love going to school?


Now, I'm looking forward to finding a new school bag that I can love.
(I'm very very fussy about a good bag. so if you wanna buy presents for me, scrap any idea that I'll like the bag you choose. Coz I'm the world's most fussy princess!)

Saturday, November 19, 2005

So full, I'm going to die.

Went to eat macs with darling before the wedding dinner.
Ate $19+++ almost $20 worth of macs.

We walked ard, bought his charlie & the chocolate factory DVD so he can watch it.
Buy stuffs from guardian.
Mike paid for the 郭美美 Jocie: 不怕不怕 CD & a Winnie-the-Pooh VCD for me.
I think the CD is sucky. I didn't know that it's only 1 song! & it cost $9.90 leh...

Cause we're both quite full, the dinner was siao.
I was practically stuffing food into my mouth.
ESP the prawns & NODDLES!!!!
It's not like the food were very nice or what. I'm just swallowing the food to make my granddad & uncle "happy". sigh... sadist sia..*pukes*

Alright, I'm going to take some rest..
My tummy's suffered too much..
see yah~

Friday, November 18, 2005

Not knowing how should I feel. (Friendship)

She called me.
That girl who made me upset the day before my exam called me.

We talked a little. "exchanged" a little bit of information. Nope. No crying, no fights. Just feel weird. I even gave up my tv programe for her. (actually, the TV show was starting to bore me. :P)
So yeah.. Even after we put down the phone, I still do not know what to say.. We were at loggerheads remember?
It's cool. it's cool.
I haven been talking on the phone with female beings for long time.
That's all for now I guess.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

I can't help but feel like a stalker.

I check out some ppl's blog so often, I really do feel like I'm a stalker.

Esp, when I "confess" to one of the Mok bros that I am a stalker. wahaha..
It's crap really. Crap. I hope he's not scared away by me.
By all erm.. ways and means, I'm way below their standard.
They got 11A1s for O levels and taking French.. *opps*
Cannot say too much.. :p

Blogs I check out very very often: (2-10X in a day)
Mr huge coconuts KennySia
Singapore's Blog Queen XiaXue
& simply uglyfatchick.

Blogs I check out regularly: (1-2X a day.)
My exclassmates, My next Singapore top model: Joeann
Techno loving lamer I care Luke
My lovely princess Jolyn
Fruitilicious classmate Felica
Webothlovejapanesecuteguys Hik
I secertly admire hun
Uglyfatchick loves to sing
Mok bros esp rui. :p

The rest of the blogs, they do not blog often, so I only check out like 2-3X a week. :)

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Everyone got back your results yet?

I'm not quite sure if I should be happy with my results.
Who doesn't want GPA of 4? Who doesn't want all As?

My GPA is 3.625.
B - Busniess Fundamentals
A - Accounting Fundamentals
A - Office Applications.

I know I know.. I can hear murmurs all ard me..
But SHE didn't STUDY!!!
SHE was emotionally unfit the day before!
& SHE was playing games online everyday before exams.
And SHE only brothered to look at her text that morning.

Hmmm.. But.. But..
It's NOT enough reasons for me to be happy with my GPA 3.625.

All these aside...
Something's wrong with my body.
I'm sick with all the headache.
& my face suddenly got pimple scar leh..
I think I look so crap now. how? :(

Charity? (Part 2)

Instead of students doing these embarrassing flags days.
(When rejected by people, students embarrasses. When no coins to donate, people embarrassed.. see? flag days ARE embarrassing. :))
Get them to "work" their talents individually!

Students who love art/design.
They can design bags, shoes, clothes, accessories, product packaging, even adverts... anything they like. School will find local stores that are willing to buy some of your student's designs. They will collect the designs for different stuffs & sell to the different local store. :) All funds donated to a certain charity. Charity done, students get to show their talents.
(art teachers may stay away. :p ) Fun? no?

Students who are into music/dance/drama.
Write compositions, plays and choreograph. (no teachers pressure again please!)
Ask the kind souls of esplanade and stuffs to "donate" the free area for use. For just one or two night or day in a year, students put up a "free" performance.
Of cause, put donation boxes at the sides for people to put money in.

Students who can run!
School approach local stores to ask them for help.
Long distance runners (students) will don on a shirt with the store's brand name on it & run a marathon around Singapore.
This is best for JC students are it's quite dangerous for younger students to run on the road/street.

Do up nice interesting websites for local small biz who doesn't have a website yet. Charge a small fee which would be donated to charity.

Brade hair/paint nails/do facial mask/makeover/whatever.
Just for a day, 1hour each student. attachment with any local beauty erm.. counter? let people pay any amount they want for your whatever beauty service.

Doctors wannabe?
Doctors wanna be, can help out at the local clinic, helping the "nurse" (be doctor's assistance's assistance) to erm find medicines or clean up, for a day.

Lawyers wannabe?
Those interested to be lawyers can help out at any firm that needs help to do some paper work for a day. :)

Inventor? Scientist?
Go crack your brain on how to create food supply that can make one full for 2 days 2 nights after eating so the poor ppl in other countries that need food can be full for longer periods of time.
Or you can come up with a material that is cheap and very good for both the cold & hot weather.
Or can come up with special ideas and you can sell it to local store (for a lot of money!!!)

Still got many ideas lah. but I'm very tired le. Singaporeans MUST be creative mah.
so you all own self go think lah. :)

Charity? (part 1)

A topic that has been talked about over & over & over until people ignore it already.

I saw a tiny bit of an Red Cross advert while checking my email on yahoo.

They played up a little on the guilty factor to make ppl donate.
Telling us how many children are homeless (No shelter).
How many people have no food to eat.
Winter is coming and they have no clothes, shelter & food.
Which reminds me..
That IS charity. playing up the guilty factor. so ppl will donate to help or relief the poor.

& the whole NFK saga did a hip-hop dance in my mind.
Actually, I only thought about those "stunts" local "celeb" do on TV shows asking ppl to donate.
& I thought of the things companies "donate" to let ppl win from donating.
Is that all necessary?
Do other countries do that too?
If they don't, are they going to laugh at us, Singaporean as cold-blooded asses who only wants a condo & car with a few $5 calls? and not doing charity as charity?

For many years, it worked.
I mean using the whole stage, play, ppl donate to win stuffs.
Ppl are reconsidering who they are really donating to.
Even the poor students doing flag day (in exchange for CIP hours) get scolded for nothing. & In my opinion flag days are irritating! To both the person who sells & the person who buys. It shows that Singaporeans are so erm.. robot like. not creative at all..

The whole point of this entry is to trying to say that Singapore should get more creative lah!
I have my suggestions in part 2. continue if you're not bored by now.

10 + 1 boring things you don't know about me.

Just for fun.. (I can't sleep). [blogged on 16Nov05 at 4.15AM]

Fact 1:
My boyfriend is 8years, 2 months & 2 days older than me.
& I'm 8years, 2 months & 2 days younger than him. duh~

Fact 2:
I used to use a sleeping bag as my blankie (blanket) & I love it lots. den I relunctantly gave it to my brother for his school camp & darling bought me a new one that I'm using as my blankie now. :)

Fact 3:
I have 3 younger brothers who are 7, 8 & 9 years younger than me. So now, I'm 17. They are only 8 (pri2), 9 (pri3) & 10 (pri4) years old.

Fact 4:
I am only 1.47m which is 4 10". (I'm shorter than anyone I know. Even my brothers are catching up.) No shit.

Fact 5:
I am overweight. Because of my height, my weight is considered as very heavy. Ask darling.. He has problems carrying me for long. & I hate it when he grunts while trying to carry me.
(Women tend to imagine their ideal weight is unrealistically low, so they diet unnecessarily. Men tend to allow their ideal weight to be higher than medically recommended. Men and Women should learn from each other.)

Fact 6:
I prefer white wine to red. Darling prefer the latter.
& I'm a meat lover. I love beef, duck, chicken, salmon fish, pork ...
But I love my veges too.. I love tomatoes, potatoes, salads, carrots.. all those crunchy veges. :)

Fact 7:
I'm a introvert with ambition. An intuitive person who dreams big. Someone who always tries to make others happy. Like sharing the blessings that come my way.
Also a realist & floater. These "results" are obtained after a test from CLEO Singapore November2005 issue, page 78-83.

Fact 8:
I love girls too. Self proclaim Bi.
Hey hey.. I only like certain types of girls.. Like Jo & Lina. (Lina is someone special to me. Last time that is..)

Fact 9:
I love competition! Which means, I also love contest, examinations & sports.

Fact 10:
(Maybe because of my sensitive nose.) I'm drawn to my men by their scent. Mike has a scent. (not smell. not B.O). ditto Matt. Even if they sweat a lot, they still smell "nice" to me. BUT! if the mouth stinks, aka bad breathe, I hate it. I have bad breathe too. that's why I seldom talk. :p I know I have bad breath, and I give all credit to those rotting molars of mine. But I'm glad the smell ain't that bad no more. ever since after the $900 dental. crap.

Fact 11: (extra)
I'm very stingy.
& My EQ = 0.
I hate myself for being stingy. for making mistakes. for being me. I hate myself being an introvert. I hate myself for having zero EQ. Hate that I'm raided with problems since young. Premature born yellow & neck is slanted to one side. Reach primary school, Aunty Diana tells parents I have Slight Dyslexia (learning disability) (I cannot read, write properly), She also say I might have slight autism 自闭症. Slight asthma which went away after abit of medication. I'm not sure about this.. but I think I have slight ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder) too.
So problematic right? and, got depression recently. A bit of everything, and yes, I'm a siao za bo. (only I can call myself that).

So here are 10 + 1 boring facts about me that I do not think you know and will never be intrested in. If you're suddenly out of stuff to write on your blog for your friends to read, try this! They will know about you, and you get to learn more about yourself.

First time in my life, I plan ahead.

I'm meeting Cat on Monday.
Going to CCAB with her.
She's playing a match. I'm watching a match.
Can't wait! Even though I wouldn't be able to catch my favourite 9pm show.
(I didn't catch it yesterday too, coz I fell asleep an hour before. crap.)
It's been far too long since I get to watch a match.
Maybe ask Jo or darling to come over too. Don't wanna feel too alone while waiting for Cat. :p

Cat's going oversea. Again.
I'll miss her. Rmb, we were quite close for a short while den we erm have no time for each other lah.... now we're quite alright with each other.. Because of O levels... strange? haha..
I duno when will I see her again. I've her number, she has mine. Lets just hope we'll meet every time she has a game... :) Be her personal cheerleader!

Anyway, today's paper was crap. So much stuffs I revised, never came out... those I barely looked through, came out...
I thought I'll be sad.. but NO shit. I was actually very relieved after the paper.
Even went shopping for my brother's Christmas present & stuffs for myself. :)
& I wanna thank Cat for calling me. even though I didn't know she did, but I appreciate it very much.. :) She's such a sweet right? :)

tml, last paper & getting back results. I'm nervous. & I'm meeting Ting! so many plans.. haha. :)
update later about 10 facts about me. ;)

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

I'll be so packed up for the next 3-4 days

Will be doing my Account paper 2 later at 2pm.

Tomorrow (17th November)
It's Accounts paper 1 at 2pm
Before that, I'll have to check online for my ITE exam results.
After the paper, maybe in the evening, will meet Ting.. I only tell her I'm meeting her. Didn't mention about the presents yet. Hope she dun back out last min loh..

The next next day (18th November)
Need to attend my youngest brother's prize presentation thingy. He got Top3 in class.
His school must be damn rich to give presents for these little things.. I got Top in Primary school, also no one give me anything. Not even a hug okay. :(
but then again. His school only have got like a few classes only? My Primary school has double the number of class. :)
After I return home, I'll need to do something about my look.
face, hair, fats, nails..

19th November I'll be going to this distant relative's wedding dinner with my boyfriend, in my uncle's car van, representing my parents.. (they need to work..)
& I DO NOT even know these distant relatives..
What more my bf!!! He'll be so lost there loh.. yeah.. so there will be 2 lost souls there..
I MUST look good..
Cause, My grandma is there.. and I hate her. double crap.
The distant relative is my grandma's sister's duno who.
& I haven even seen the wedding invitation yet leh..

Alright.. I got a confession to make.
I have not revise my Accounts yet..
Shhhh.... dun tell darling hor.. if not.. he'll be angry & use his cane on me. *meow*

Dear Santa..

I have been a really nice girl all year round.
I haven been naughty.
I'm not crying.
I'm not pouting.
So please Santa..

all I want for this Christmas is...

These hot ribbon-laced boots. For me to wear at home.

And these sweet satin ballerina espadrilles for me to shop with comfort.

using the US $2million you are giving me. :)

Alright.. maybe not.

I think I'll settle for a plate of salmon fish anytime. :)

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Contacts or glasses.

Anyone bought these?
They last for a year.

I wanted to try it out but I would have to pay double because both my eyes are of different degrees.. -4.00 & -2.75
It's stupid I tell you. (both eyes different degrees I mean.)

I've only left with 3 months supply of contacts..
1 month daily contacts
1 month Enchanting Brown &
1 month Hippie Chestnut.

This reminds me.. remember I told ya that I wore Hazel contacts?
I dun think anyone did, but yeah.. it's actually hippie chestnut not warm hazel.

Darling just reminded me that Christmas is comming! oh man..

I'm so broke, how to get presents???

Alright, not to digress.
I'm at a lost here...
Should I get contacts for next year or change my glasses?
(both also need to save $$$)
I'm not very good at caring for my eyes lah.
Use contacts, always afraid that I didn't clean my contacts properly, sometimes my eyes dry easily & I'm lazy to put on every morning & take off before sleeping..
For glasses, after changing so many different pairs thoughout the pass 10years, none seems to really fit me.
How? friends? Anyone?
What should I do?

Saturday, November 12, 2005

sex, spending money & movie just like heaven.

The whole "morning" was fun fun fun all the way.
& I need to start running soon. I'm gaining weight like nobody's business.
Pastamania's pasta is so damn filling lah.

Once in a month crazy shopping at PS today.
I bought fake nails. they're really cool. but school's starting soon leh..
Also bought these Korean face masks thingy. $1 one pack from sasa. Gotta try them out.. den let you all know how's it okay? :)

It's been quite a while since I watch movie. the tix for weekends are priced at $9.50 and there are still so many ppl watching! grr..

Just like heaven.
It's quite ordinary. though I cry until my whole face so red.
I knew from the first 10mins how the story would go. but I still cry.. wish no one saw my ugly red face.

A Doctor who has no life (spend 26 hours non-stop at work) was supposed to meet a landscape designer who also has no life since his wife died (I didn't catch how she died).
They didn't get to meet until 3 months later, when he moved into her house.
Favourite scene was him tricking her to come out by telling her that he's going to put a mug on her table without using a coaster.

There are some funny bits lah. The one I totally adore is when he fainted after saving someones life because of that tiny bit of blood on his hand. Damn cute. Cause he was saying stuffs like he's so happy that it's the first time in his whole life that he save someones life.. den the next thing he notice a little bit of blood on his hand, he asked her what's it, and he fainted.

The whole thing is fate.
From him moving in to well, many other stuffs.
but I was wondering how come the little niece could see her & didn't tell her mum about it.
Thinking back, I could cry all over again.
Warning: Not for those emo freaks like me.

Btw, anyone know of remedies to cure hick-ups & erm too much air in tummy?
(I'm always bloated because of the air stuck in my tummy refusing to come out.)
yeah.. and erm.. constipation maybe..

Thursday, November 10, 2005

If I wasn't afraid of pain & had the money, I would have gone for plastic surgery.

All my life, I've been short ugly and fat.
Wonder how does i feels like to be tall, slim & pretty.

I have a secret dream.
That is to wait till XX is old and becomes the blog queen. & I can be the princess. wahahahaha.

I dun want to be blog princess. I want to be Jay's mistress. hee..

hottest blogger.

New link: Hottest Blogger

All the hype about clapbangkiss, got lots of ppl checking the above mention site out.^^
Dawn is pretty.
I wonder if I go overseas to study for a couple of years, will I return like that too? *grins*

If I return like that, must submit me okay?
Btw, I'm not going to go overseas to study lah.. No money. ($$$)

& I really do wonder if there is a ugliest blogger site.
Maybe I've already been vote as the ugliest blogger of the year already!
woo hoo.

Those lightnings outside my window are damn scary.
A thunderstorm is approaching.
But like not going to rain. just lots of thunder.
I hate lightnings leh.. :(

10mins of maths & I lose concentration.

I'm looking through last year's paper.

grr.. 2.5 hours in the hall. I think I'll faint.

Wednesday, November 9, 2005

Did not go for geo.

I thought about this issue for the longest time (1min).
and decide to drop the whole subject with an excuse that I refuse to have a F9 in my report paper. or whatever that is..

Geo is a wonderful subject.
No doubt I can pass even without looking at the book for 1+year..
but What I want is not a pass.
I want my confidence back.

Four 25marks questions, I can only stare at them, trying to rmb what Sng once taught us.
doesn't that shows how stupid I have been?
I knew the answer to all the questions.
I even knew where I can find the answer.
but I'm just that lazy to study.
No no. Lazy is an understatement.
& no, study is the wrong word. It's Revise.

Cat told me yesterday thst she's not going for Geo.
With a tummy upset which really means my tummy is not feeling happy, I went back to sleep after a mug of milo powder with hot water.

Here I am.
I promise told baby that I will revise for Maths paper2 & accounts too.
no more promises from me. I always break them.

17 Nov = last day of O's for me.
& also.. I'll get my results for the 3modules I just finish in Bishan with IQ0504F. :)
Time pass by so damn fast.
After getting the result, it's time to wake up early everyday & hit the new modules in school.
Can't wait to see hoe tough can they be. :)

& damnit.
I miss my classmates so fucking much sia. :)


Tuesday, November 8, 2005

alas, I lost my english tys.

whatever it is.

I'm not giving a damn about my results anymore.
The papers this year are as hard as last year's.. or maybe I really am the only one who feels this way.

If I can pass English or matter of fact, any other subjects, the markers either pities me or God hears my desperate cries for erm.. repent for laziness?

Arh.. I'm not making any sense here. neither for my papers.

Update when I'm feeling better.

nov8. what to study for English?

I slept in the afternoon, so I prepare later.
for English!

I'm super duper tired.
once the upgrading works downstairs ends for the night, I'll make an effort to erm.. look for my last year's English TYS.

My weakness.

I cannot spell for nuts.
Every single word I type here has to go through the tool that checks spellings by Google.
My communicating skills are worse than some primary 2 students.
Writing? I probably can only do a short 250 words compo (notice I didn't use "essay") , no one wants to read.
In short, I suck.

November 9
English paper 1 (1hour 45mins) : Letter writing(52mins) & Essay(52mins).
English paper 2 (1hour40mins) : Comprehension

Help me! :(

Monday, November 7, 2005

Wake up from a 1.5hour nap.

Now in better mood.
Just received the rest of the stuffs I bought lah.
which includes 2 denim skirt. size 1 and size 11.
Wonder why size 1 and size 11?

Size 1 is for me.
Size 11 is for a friend.
I'm not very sure if she'll like me having the total same design skirt as her...
but I do rmb that she was whining the other day about her old denim skirt.
and tata ~ I bought one for her.
hope she likes it though. coz it's quite expensive leh.
and I rarely give presents.

So I've prepared her presents for Birthday & Christmas.
Passing them to her as soon as she have the time to meet me.
As much as I want to see her respond when opening/seeing my presents. Which I last counted had a top, a wrap skirt, 1 denim skirt, 1 pretty petite necklace/earring set and another super nice skirt coming.

I've never bought so much things specially for 1 person. Even my boyfriend only settles for 1 shirt at most. (I usually only buy shirt for my boiboi.)

I'm not even sure if she'll wear them. Coz I seldom see her wear bright colours. oops.
She wanted to look erm.. her age.
and teenagers usually do wear bright colours right?
Aiya.. I just want my friend to be more confident mah.
coz last time (in sec sch) when she dress up, the guys line up from Jurong to Changi Airport to see her one leh.

I got 3 loyal fans = me, myself & I only.

I do hope she'll dress up like she used to..
She's a killer with black top, boot-cut jeans & platform shoes. ;)
I know she doesn't really read my blog. Mayb those ard her, can remind her, she looks beautiful really. Just need to dress up a little. :)
and if you tell her what's she's going to get for her presents, I'll make sure, I'll nvr give you presents. *bleah*

Sunday, November 6, 2005

damn sad lah.

The paper was alright. Can pass only.

I'm sad because I bought this supposedly brand new alloy/trixxi dress and it came with 2 staples through the dress! and the dress states size XL!
I'm fuming mad about it.
When I asked the seller. She gets defensive and cliams that she nvr use staples. and blames the post office. alright. that's okay. but the XL tag? How do I face the world?

I know I'm fat.. but an XL tag..
My family including boyfriend will laugh his head off.
Haiz.. in the end, I told her it's okay.. nvm..
coz it's only $33 mah..
BUT my heart still pain leh..


abit not happy. but also cannot do anything..
I want to sell away the dress also cannot. coz got defect with the tag one.. who wants? Size S but can strech to M also bah..
Mayb I try the dress, If nice on me, I cut the XL tag away.. den no one can laugh at me le. :)


I took 7hours to finish 3/4 of paper 1.
& manage to "study" what I'll forget tomorrow.
How sweet.
I'm not even sure what am I supposed to wear to school tomorrow
No shit! It's later!

This is crap.
My nails are laughing at me, as I punch each letter.
I took off my nail polish yesterday, in case I forgot.

Just picked out a simple tee & jeans for tomorrow LATER. hope it's alright. Dun want to get kick out of the room. (I'm guessing it'll be held somewhere near the Malay room there.) Actually, I thought of wearing my old school U. but It'll be damn stupid if they mistaken me as some goo goo sec1 going to the wrong classroom. :p

I'm too excited to sleep. But I cannot concentrate anymore. how?
baobei has work later, I cannot wake him up now..
aiyo.. why I'm so worried when I know I cannot even pass leh?
I'm nervous lah! Stop laughing at me can..

Grrr.. save me!

Last 7hours.

I just pack away my work and clear my table...

to prepare to study.


Last min work again?
nah.. it's not last min. it's call last 7 hours CT.
I call this period, my crucial time.
7 hours crucial time before the exams.

7 hours the day before exams, my mind enters into alert mode.
Never heard of this before?
Me either.

Anyway, I'll start with Maths.
paper 1 is all about speed.
I better go memorize all the weird stuffs.
see yah.

Paper 1 got what topic arh?

Saturday, November 5, 2005

One week of crazyness.

I spent almost the whole week with Mike.
Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday & Saturday.

He's going back to work..
& me?

I have my O's to worry about.
I really dun intend to touch any books.
but at the rate of me stressing up..
I'll be due for another appointment with Dr Fung & ms Poh even before O level ends..


for those who want to mock me..





7 November


Mathematics paper 1

Haven study. Gone case.

9 November



English paper 1

English paper 2

Don’t know how to study.

10 November


Geography paper 2

Last year left 1or2 question, this year full blank paper.

11 November


Mathematics paper 2

Ditto Geography paper..

16 November



Geography paper 1

Accounts paper 2

If I study in the 4days, maybe still got chance to pass one of the paper.

17 November


Accounts paper 1


Death day= tomorrow.

and I'm not very glad about it.

Come on.. I have the Mok brothers staying in the same block, same floor as me.. If I dared to.. I would have went up to either one of them to ask them to tutor me. Though they are always together one..

But they are so busy. In JC leh. den their whole family like hate me to bits like that.. I where got dare to talk to them.. (pardon my bad English, cannot help it..)

To admit, they look pretty cute holding tennis racket. *giggles* Can't help but fantasize.. Same age, same school once.. why dun they talk to me? :p

I hate them for being so smart. But I like their shy shy good boy image. Feel like walking up to one of them *muackz* haha. see their reaction. (How do shy boys react to ugly girl kissing them on the cheek?) oh yeah, till now, I still cannot differentiate the both of them. :p

Super leh.

I'm getting lamer. think I'm really over-stressed.

Don't think they will ever read this.. but if they do.

Mr Mok & Mr Mok. can teach me how to study a not? I only left with 12hours. I welcome you both to my house. Please dun bring your pretty sister. (their sister is damn beautiful, I tell you.) But every time I see her, she looks like she's going to slap me with anything she can get hold one. :p I look that ugly meh? :(

alright. That's enough of crap. I'm going to eat breakfast and think about my future. (Do I even have any that is..)

But well, I dun mean no disrespect to the Mok brothers. I just need their help that's all. But I guess even if they want to help, also cannot do anything. unless they stay over at my house to tutor me all night. *drools*