31st Oct 2005

Thanks everyone who told me not to give up.
I'm quite alright :) just very a little demoralised..
I can't concentrate at all.
Though I will still go for the Exams.
I know I will do quite badly.
Passing would be good enough for me.
Wish me all the best ya?


Today, I went out with darling.
He dyed my hair.
So now, my hair has a touch of red. :)
and I love it.
Only can see under strong sunlight.
(so teacher cannot anyhow catch me arh.. heh heh)


Mooz from Kmooz send me a message through sms to let me know...
I can get Jay Chou's new album tml!
I'm so so so so happy! :)


Going town tomorrow.
To buy the album.
Will pay FEP a visit.
Wanna get someones bday present. :)
& maybe go check out localbrand Tee-shirt.
I think I like the samsui women design shirt. hee.

So if you miss me,
You know where to find me tomorrow.
(nah, no need to hide.. I know you're stalking me... wahahaha. *grins*)

Walk a lot today. tired now.
Going to sleep soon. ciaos!

damn. period.

Cramps was terrible today.
And my fu*king house have zero panadol again!!!


When I have enough money, I'll buy 10 boxes and put them in my room!
Duno who ate all of them. siao one.


Btw, if anyone even interested to know,
I decided to give up on O level already.
Curse my lazybones. just refused to start on anything.

oh, you already knew it?

yeah. That's' me. Lazy like hell.




1 more hours or so....
& darling will be back in Singapore!

I cannot wait!
He'll "visit" me later..
probably afternoon.
I need the huggies..




recently, I found an "old" book.
I bought it about 2 years ago?
and I never read it until 2days ago?

I finished the book yesterday.
470 pages.
Quite a feat for me, as I seldom read.
heh.



Something Borrowed by Tina Reilly.

Didn't know why I bought the book in the first place.
I just left the book to rot like that for 2 years.
Though I'm surprised there was hardly any dust or signs of "ageing"...
In fact it looks so new, it could have been put back onto the popular bookstore's shelve, and maybe there will be people willing to buy it.

Bah~



The summary at the back (I FORGOT WHAT IT"S CALL LAH), doesn't really justify the whole story. really.

Just like watching a movie. I laughed when it's funny and cried really badly when it's sad. In fact, I'm surprised that I can actually relate to the main character.

How she felt. How she behave. How she acted all "weird".


There are so many conversations in the book, I felt like I was reading a play instead at some point of time... :p
Or it is all other books are like that too?
(I haven touch a novel for too long already. :p)

I feel that I missed some nitty gritty details of the book because of my lack of vocabs...
But, still....
I find the book quite alright.

I'll understand the whole story better if I read it the sec time, but I guess I'm too lazy lah.
& I dun wanna cry again leh...
Very tiring one. haha..
& waste tissues paper..


Alright, that's all for now, update again soon. :)

a reminder.

Yesterday.
29Oct is Mike & Me's 15th Monthiversary.

Full 15months of torture from me.
Somehow I wondered how he stand it.

or maybe,
that's the reason why he's always oversea.
ha.


Malaysia, Japan, Brunei... and now? Taiwan.
heh.


Honestly.
I thought he could have been a pilot.
Flying almost every other month.
Scary.


I worry a lot you know.
Esp on his pocket.
when he need to crack his head just to find the perfect present for me.
(I'm easy to please what... no?)


This is a reminder...
of how sweet he has been for the past 15months.
How adorable when he laughs at me.
How cute when he hugs teddy "butt-facing" him.
How smart when he's in uniform.
How he makes me laugh.
How badly he sings & I ain't any better.
How he'll tickle me with his moztouchie.
How I'll giggle at all the small things.
How he'll hug me when I cry.
How much he loves me.
("that's this [open hands wide] much")

I wouldn't say 15months is long.
but it's 5x the length of my previous relationship.
15x the length of the previous previous relationship.
& 30-60x longer than all the other nitty gritty relationships.
ha.

Anyway, who says duration determine how good is the relationship?
I thought it's the quality sex that counts? *grins*



I miss my baby.
He's cumming home tomorrow.
to me!


*pops chimpanzee*
oops.
I can't afford it yet.
maybe Pepsi will do huh?


*pops Pepsi instead*

(grins)





Love ya so much.
Can't wait to let you see my nails. woot~


:)

A letter for adults by teenager.

Because the contents are far too factual, the post has been moved by me (uglyfatchick) to another blog.

Ask me nicely if you want to read the post.
& I might give you the link.

Give me 250SGD so that I can eat salmon fish at the Japanese fresh fish market (great world), I will tell you the link plus let you know who wrote it. wahaha.


:)

IF only IF only IF only.

If only I'm rich.
If only I'm pretty.
If only I have friends.
If only he has more time for me.

If only everyone need not suffer anymore.
If only time will stand till.
If only I can grow up faster.
If only there's world peace.

If only the poor can be rich.
If only lies become the truth.
If only there's understanding.
If only If only If only.


Foul mood for the pass few days.

Today, is better.
Receive my nail polish. :)

Original price for each bottle is about 5.90SGD or 6.90SGD.
I bought the orange one at about 2.50SGD (include postage to my house.)
The other four bottles, cost me 14.50SGD (includes reg postage to my house.)

If I bought them at the stores it'll cost me roughly 30+SGD.
I paid 17SGD for them to be sent to my house. :)


I bought many other things too lah.
This holidays, I've spend so much money, I feel like killing myself ya know?
I have to sell away some stuffs which I bought on impulse.
Esp the Capri pants. :( [doesn't fit me lah..]
Now I'm waiting for darling to come back.


Period coming..
& I'm starting to feel lost again.

Hates it.

This is the Last time I'm doing this.

I've thought about it.
This is the last time I'm replying to some ppl's request, NOT to talk about XX.
Esp on this "case".


Kimage just dropped XX too.

My initial reaction?: Wat? I salute them and they do this?


It's just plain wrong timing.
It's so near holidays!
Once holidays starts, tons of ppl will dye their hair, rebond, cut funky hairstyles, whatever.
It's just not worth it.

(Yes, I'm repeating myself.)


In kimage "forum",
got ppl mention that drug-taking rock singers are popular, why aren't they ambassadors?

why relating xx to Drug-taking rock singers?
XX got take drugs meth? How you know? You work as paparazzi also arh?


XX = a normal girl.
people who reads her blog = normal people.
normal people = kimage potential customers.
Unless everyone working for kimage prefers challengers to work on "un" normal people.
I don't see what's the problem?


Drug taking rock singers also will have ppl hire one.
If I'm selling drugs, I will hire drug addict rock singers too!
If I'm working as some paparazzi, I also will "hire" them!
If I'm selling some medication for ppl to stop taking drugs, I will hire them too.
not meh?
but most drug taking rock singer's popularity drops after a while.
XX's?
More readers each day!


:)

Hopefully this will be my last time.


I'm going to concentrate on my puzzle pirates now. My mates need me! :)

I slept for 3hours at 7am in the morning.

I need sleep.


Went to bed in the morning at 7am.
My brothers were preparing to go to school.

woke up at ard 10am.
Now it's the next day's 1.20am.


I'm dying soon.




My body is freaking weak now.
No energy.
I'm so hungry. :(


Arh...
Why today's entry so "boring"?




Because a little bird told me to keep low profile.
Write as little as I can.
So as not to make so many mistakes.



arh.
crap.


I'm going to bed.