Za Queen of Blog

I must say I'm in a very terrible mood now. Not sure if it's due to hygiene or their products that I'm having nasty breakouts. so don't come and irritate me, cause I don't know what I'll do. (maybe extreme stuffs like killing you.)


I went for this event with Lynn.

our table.


3 other girls sharing with us.


Most of the time the lights were off-ed, and the teacher teaching mah.. so I couldn't take photos. When the lights were on, I'm too busy trying to figure out how to do my own makeup. Honestly, I think you need to keep asking for help verbally if you want help. Cause I couldn't get much, even though it's obvious, compared to the girls who came in full makeup, I'm a makeup noob.


We're supposed to do our own makeup but somehow the "teachers" went around to help everyone draw their face. lols. Well everyone except Lynn and me that is..


Maybe I don't look as good as the other participants. The "teachers" look like they don't want to bother about me. I feel like I'm EM3 and the rest of the girls EM1. Get what I mean? Like I'm the rotten apple, the one who's not important because she's not worth it.
I'm still pissed lah.


Either that, or the guy above is making fun out of me.

My polaroid.


yes I blinked! am I lucky or what????
oh.. my hair wasn't that bad looking one meh.. it was the rain lah!
I ran in the rain. with my heels. -.- I feel very stupid. :(


me, in the toilet. with makeup I put on my own and photo taken using my Sony Ericsson K750i phone's camera.

I screwed my only chance to be featured on a magazine, I guess I'll never have what it takes to be a queen. Maybe a "装可爱的小格格".

XXXXXX

Source: http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2007/01/would-you-have-sex-with-this-guy.html

"drunk people do not know what the fuck they are doing."
Totally agree.

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH DRINKING MY DEAR, IS THAT YOU LOSE THE ABILITY TO ACT AND THINK NORMALLY AFTER YOU DO."
uh huh. Which is why, I don't like my bf to drink. I'm not talking about being drunk. Just a bit is enough to make one act stupid. The highness alcohol gives.. I repeat. I don't mean drunk.

I remember one point of my life (many many years back), I put myself in situations, I wished I never did. I was kinda desperate and was acting stupid (because I was naive and not drunk lah).
[I normally drink only when I feel it's "safe to drink", like at home or when my boyfriend's around. at least I know I wouldn't be taken advantage of by someone I don't know...]
So back to the story...
I met really bad people and am scarred from those incidents, therefore, now I don't really trust people (generally guys) as much as I used to. I don't always mention it but it still hurts. I wished I wasn't that naive.


I know a girl who has been hurt umpteem times because she put herself in situations. (eg. go drinking with people she barely know) I kinda pity her, cause she doesn't seem to learn.

1) She's a bad drinker. but she doesn't admit and keep saying that she can drink a lot. Whatever. Everyone says that they can drink but honestly how many actually knows when to stop?

2) She complains that guys only want a piece of her and she has no choice but hang around them. Hanging with the "wrong people", is actually to a huge extend in our control. She got choice to hang with me and other friends what, but she doesn't want to, prefer guy's company. -.-

3) I feel that I'm ranting the same stuffs. Even I get bored of her stories, why can't she see her stories are always repeating? (same female lead, different male lead, maybe different drinking place, but there's always the presence of alcohol and something bad happen in the end.) why am I not surprised?



They say: If you drive, don't drink. If you drink, don't drive.
Why no one say stuffs like: If you drink (on your own accord), don't blame.

yesterday's post..

I'm looking for this..

Watsons sells Witch products but I just can't find Witch Doctor stuffs leh... I just want this treatment gel. I can't imagine my skin without it. :P



I find the branch sticking out kinda weird. hahas.

first of the last

u know lah.
It's the first day of my last term in school..


everything is okay. =)
I can finally see all my classmates after 3 weeks. Happy...
hahas.


After school went for job interview with Shan. Good thing got ShaXiaoMei tag along to accompany me, if not I sure xian until I run away loh.. There were so many people that we had to wait for 1-2hours before our turn. You know why there were so many people?

Part-time pay is $7.50 per hour nor!!! & that's not including the group commission.
If I know earlier, I'll dress up nice nice and print out resume before I go loh. hahahas.
But now. too late liao bah. Everyone got work experience, only me don't have. Then I'm also not very outspoken. hmm. Hope bah. hope bah. If get chosen, they will call by 15th. hahas.



oh btw, I think Vicky's hairstyle is pretty nice. Shan's one maybe too short then the curl didn't really show but still okay lah. SY(I dunno how to spell her name)'s make her face look kinda big leh then who else change hairstyle arh? oh XY's one not much difference lah still pretty pretty lah. hahas. Hair show for the first day of school. =)
Wonder if we're gonna have prom or something. *prays* lols.




Now I'm very tired. wake up so early... okay lah. NIGHTS~ everybody.

tired and sick. Last term le!

"Short note: I'm no longer working at CCK selling newspaper le. Actually have not been working for quite long also. Cause I find it not cost effective. Travelling to and fro is taking up my molah~ and time. The food there is not cheap either. So yeah..."

Yesterday had headache the whole day. not sure if it's due to not enough sleep &/or water.

Today confirm not enough sleep lah. Slept late and wake up at so early at 6. -.-
Now super tired and sianz.. Still have a bit of headache and sore throat...


Today 8th Jan 2007 is the start of my last term in ITE College Central Bishan.
I have so many worries.

1) Auditing and Audit case.
2) Accounting.
3) Smart Ledger.
4) CDP.
5) NAPFA!!!! I'm so scared can..
6) Friends.
7) Teachers.
8) and some others.


1. Auditing being one that's theory based and have essay questions is my biggest worry. I don't know if I'll stubble and fall flat or barely pass. It's giving me sleepless nights.

2. Accounting, so far so good, but what if I mess it up somehow? It's like so scary lah.

3. Smart Ledger has been alright. Some minor mistakes that has already cost me a couple of marks.. but should be okay overall bah..

4. CDP. I still don't really understand what's going on in class. lols. I'm not very good with career kind of stuffs.

5. I really hope to do well for NAPFA. but oh well.. not running and growing fat doesn't seem like the best training.

6. Friends. I'll miss them all. My dearest classmates. Heartbreak sia.. :(

7. Teachers. Although it's been 2 short years, I still feel like I owe them big time. Maybe because we always make them angry by being so noisy. or maybe cause they answer all my queries without uttering "stupid" under their breath. But I'm sure I'll miss them. most of them that is..

8. and some others. lols. People like Mike's cousin who should be back in school soon. (she decide to drop out for a while, due to personal reasons, but with her GPA 4 in NITEC, I'm sure she'll do well.) and also my god-brother. and hahas. that irritating guy. I also don't know why suddenly think of him. and and all the memories. though not much but still.. they make me who I am.. =)

okay.. I'm preparing for school le.. ciaos~

Saturday.. (6th Jan 2007)

If you want to see photos for my Saturday, go http://toliveisagift.blogspot.com/2007/01/good-saturday.html . =)

I spent the whole afternoon window shopping. lols.
can't find anything that fits. :'(


Places I went today.
1) Mustafa (took bus 100 for 12-stops then change to 130 for 8-stops)
2) walk to Farrer Park mrt
3) take train to Plaza Sing
4) walk from PS to Far East Plaza
5) on the way stop by OG to find Kate's memory curl mascara but it's out of stock.
6) after FEP walked to Orchard mrt to take train
7) back to Harbour Front to buy mineral water and look at shoes
8) take cab home.

I shopped everywhere and now I'm totally shagged. *roar*

Felicia Chin

I was wondering where did this newbie come from, how come I've never seen her before and yet she's suddenly like so-super-hot and somemore her name sounds so familiar...



Keep seeing her face popping up on TV and even on magazines!



So I did a mini search on the net. (bless Internet).




She is...

Winner of STAR SEARCH 2003!!!
(click on pic to enlarge)


Look quite different?
See. Hairstyling is very important. I actually remember her by her hairstyle. When she have side partings, she doesn't grab as much attention as her current doll-doll hair.
I call her the doll-doll hair trend-starter.

=)
see Fann Wong, Zoe Tay.. All spotting the doll-doll hair. hahas.