Monday, September 3, 2007

My heart still beri pain.

Have you done something stupid when you're young and it came back to haunt you after 10years?

I really thought I could just forget it and live my life as per normal. but I couldn't.
Everytime I think I it, I have many many many restless nights. Even with defector next to me, sometimes I can't sleep at all.

I always believe that truth will be out but this time I really hope the truth wouldn't be out.
This time, I just want to brainwash everyone.

I have a scary past. Whenever I get reminder by it, I just want to run away. I'm very afraid.
Maybe one day, I would just kill myself because my heart is simply beri beri pain. :(


  1. Hh girl : )

    I will just like to say the past is the past regardless how terrible your past was.

    The most important thing is that you do step out of the shadows of your past and don't create the old mistakes again.

    Cheer up!

  2. hey there..dnt be bogged down by ur past.. Wat's done cannot be undone. Leave the past behind you and learn from it..Look forward not backwards

    Do nt get affected by it and do foolish things..It ain't worth it..

    Cheer up and take care..Remember that you still have got ur friends arnd you to give u support

  3. Whatever is in the past is in the past already. The good thing is, you have your boi boi by your side supporting you. Ya? Cheer up gal. :)

  4. cheer up!!
    all is PAST!!dont think about the PAST.....

  5. Yollie Ollie, Nemesis, DK, Wenn:
    Thank You for all your concern. *Chicky hugs all of you*

    Sometimes PAST just like to slap you in the face when you least expect it. And then the same PAST decides to stick itself to your brain just like old bubble gum sticking to the floor/chair/table/lift buttons. Pain in the ass.