and not to mention... MONEY!
This holiday, I feel a little suffocated.
Time is running out.
I have done nothing.
Zero work done.
I dare to predict.
I ask my imaginary friend,
and confirmed that
I'm going to fail O levels this time round.
Was supposed to play badminton with Ting & Yim today.
She couldn't get the court and we end up meeting at 2.30 for lunch buffet.
Jap food. Suki at cine there. the level 4 one.
I thought the food was quite bad.
Or maybe I didn't have appetite after seeing how lovely dopey they are.
I didn't enjoy the fish & I suffered tummy aches.
until we felt like leaving the place as it's
We went to walk around town.
Mainly "combed" FEP.
I'm broke. Didn't buy much accept for a bottle of mineral water & this clip on hair extension.
The seventeen card allows me to get 10% off total bill at NEW ZEALAND NATURAL (the ice cream?). Cool. haha.
Went to This Fashion.
My affair with THIS FASHION has been a tough ride.
I once loved it. Den started to loof it. and now, suddenly.
I start to like a couple of stuffs I see there. Yippee. :)
And I think I can give my friend a new look as her birthday present.
Ting, like most women, has a problem.
She wants a change in her "look",
to appear more fresh and full of energy (youth.)
However, She is afraid that the "outcome" would turn out disastrous.
After knowing Ting for so long, I knew what is needed to achieve the result she wants.
However, I also know how stubborn she is.
I choose many outfits that will bring out the best in her.
yet she refused to try them.
Yim is a straightforward guy. He notices my effort in trying. He agrees with the clothes I've picked for her. And I decide to probably get a set that will change her life.
Maybe armed with self designed accessories to match.
Let her either throw away that jerk boyfriend or let the jerk boyfriend realise she's a keeper.
and he MUST treat her well.
Ting believes in herself a lot. Seldom believes what others tell her. I hope she would make the first step by trusting me & Yim. I'm not even sure if she'll get to read this.
BTW, I am afraid of creating the wrong look for myself.
I was as stubborn as Ting and like any other women, I fear.
I'm short. VERY short. Ting is taller. That's her advantage.
I fear allowing others to touch my hair.
I fear making the wrong purchase.
I fear becoming a fashion victim.
I fear looking too sloppy.
I fear looking too up tight.
I fear looking too loose.
and so many more..
I took my first step by believing in myself and accepting others opinion/criticism.
I look for clothes that fits well.
(I hate those shops that "cheat" ppl by clipping or pining the clothes. :()
Today, I have bad hair day.
and I hate it!
Tomorrow will be a better day. :)